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1. The sun rises in the morning despite the world changing

2. There is comfort in the familiar

3. I have a lot of grey shirts — I discovered this upon doing laundry. I’d worn grey or black, without thinking about it, every day for 2 weeks

4. I have good friends (You know who you are. Thank you for keeping my head above water.. oh and J, also for the kick in the pants.)

5. I am a writer

6. I’m stronger than I thought I was.

7. I’m weaker than I thought I was.

8. You won’t win the lottery just because now would be a really good time.

9. My family loves me just the way I am.

10. I have great kids… really great kids so I must be doing an ok job raising them.

11. You can laugh when you’re crying or cry when you’re laughing.

12. I can drive across Nevada on I80 by myself (with five kids–all of whom survived. Barely)  

13.  I will be okay.

World building

For the last few months, I’ve been reading the Black Dagger Brotherhood series by JR Ward. A friend of mine sent me the first and after I got over the character names, I was hooked… okay sometimes the names the author comes up with still make me groan but not enough to stop reading.

Back on track.

As I read this series, something which I’ve known but never really thought about came to mind. After you read a series for a while, the setting, the world, becomes almost like another character. You read not only to find out what happens to the people in the story, but because you like it there. The customs, people, creatures, it’s an interesting place and you like spending time there. (sometimes from the safety of your side of the book, but you know what I mean)

The world building the writer has done keeps you reading even if the writing takes a turn for the worst or you’re not quite interested in what happens to the featured character or even if the plot is a little lacking. It’s like spending time in a wonderful place with slightly boring people. You go to Paris not just to see the people (and sometimes in spite of them) but because it’s Paris!

World building! It really can make or break a story.

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The Birthday Girl!

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Kati and her friend, Madison… And Claire as a chocolate eclair

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Face painting

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Me and my little princesses

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Kati and the birthday cake.

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Presents!

And now mom is going to have a glass (or two) of icewine and relax.

 

Today

is my grandma’s birthday. She would have been 86. On this day, when my grandpa was alive, I’d make sure to call him and thank him. He fought in the Pacific during WWII. He’d always get choked up and his you’re welcome was a little rough. Later, I would wish my grandma happy birthday. Whether in person or on the phone or both, I always thanked him first. So a big thank you to all the Veterans that have given me the privilege of living in a free country.

I don’t mean for this blog to be maudlin but let’s face it, it is a day in the life and if my days are a little darker then… they will brighten again and I will regale you with my witty comments and deep insights into the world of writing.

Until then I thought I’d share some memories with you. It’s all part of the healing process.

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This is my two youngest and my mother.

C didn’t quite understand what was happening and kept asking questions I couldn’t answer. She’d gone with me to the hospital almost daily all summer long. What she remembers most about the funeral is that we laughed. We told stories about my grandma and for those of you who’ve heard me talk about her, you know, she had quite the acerbic wit.

K ended up reading an obituary of sorts. I know, not usual for an almost 9 yo. But my aunt had been trying to write one at the kitchen table. We were all in shock and just looking at each other. What do you say about a woman who was everything to so many people? We all got up and left the room. When we came back, K had finished the obituary.

This is what she wrote:

She was a good person and friend. No one can replace her. She meant everything to every one. She was a bit plot of sunshine and a good mother to…. We will remember her in our hearts forever and never forget her. Forever remember her all her life. She will be missed by lots of people.

It was a beautiful day and if you’ve never seen Ogden, it’s surrounded by mountains–simply breathtaking. I took pictures of that too but I don’t want to offend anyone by showing a picture of her coffin. She is buried with Grandpa near a stand of American flags. He would have liked that and so would she.

Halloween

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I’m sure you’ve all seen some of this before, but they’re still funn

1 . Chocolate satisfies even when it has gone soft.

2. You can safely have chocolate while you are driving.

3. You can make chocolate last as long as you want it to.

4. You can have chocolate even in front of your mother.

5. If you bite the nuts too hard the chocolate won’t mind.

6. The word “commitment” doesn’t scare off chocolate.

7 You can have chocolate on top of your workbench/desk during working hours without upsetting your co-workers.

8 You can ask a stranger for chocolate without getting your face slapped.

9 . With chocolate there’s no need to fake it.

10. Chocolate doesn’t make you pregnant.

11. Good chocolate is easy to find.

12. You can have as many kinds of chocolate as you can handle.

13. You are never too young or too old for chocolate.

Hiatus

 Due to a death in the family followed by a family tragedy, I’m taking a break from posting to this site. Thank you all for your comments, support and encouragement.

 

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Carlos J Cortes’s newest release, THE PRISONER, released on the 27th. Luckily, he took a moment out of his busy schedule to answer a few questions.

How would you describe your writing style?Prisoner cvr2

 Layered. I strive for a simple and straightforward style but underneath there’s another level with richer cultural meaning, usually drawn from experience. I believe average readers are much more intelligent than most publishers think and I love to share what I’ve gathered in forty years of globetrotting. 

What inspired you to start writing?

 I could invent a tall story, but the truth is I don’t know. The other day I unearthed a thriller manuscript, written in longhand when I was sixteen. Ghastly, but with a few useful ideas. I’ve always written; thousands of technical articles, manuals, textbooks, short stories and scores of novels in both Spanish and English.

How did your friends/relatives react when you told them you wanted to be a writer?

I never did. I’ve written and hoarded notes from infancy. I suppose everybody assumed technical writing was a consequence of my profession and that fiction didn’t go farther than a hobby.

Then they’d be wrong. Your fiction writing is fully good enough to stand alongside any modern writer. What is the best piece of advice on writing you’ve ever received?

Kill your darlings. Delete every unnecessary word, clause, sentence, line, paragraph, scene or chapter, regardless of how much I love it, if it doesn’t further the story. Then read again with an eye to delete some more. Repeat twenty times.

That would certainly streamline the text. What kind of goals do you set for yourself when writing? Word count? Page count?

I hate starting a new project unless I have the full story developed in my head, down to the smallest detail. Once I have everything worked out, I commit it to a file: First I write a one-page synopsis, then a much longer one, perhaps ten to twenty pages. With the plot firmly grounded, I write a chapter-by-chapter outline and later a scene-by-scene structure. I don’t write linearly, but in loose scenes I select depending on my writing mood. Once I finish the structure and before I settle down to write the story I have a good idea of the manuscript’s extension.

Do you listen to music while you write?

Never. I can write in a room full of people or with noise and music in the background; I just switch it off in my mind. But if I can control my writing environment I prefer silence.

Silence is good. Something I don’t often have around here. The Prisoner is your second book. Was it different writing after you’d already published?

Though The Prisoner is my second fiction work in English, it’s my twelfth full-length publication. I’ve published ten non-fiction titles. The novelty wasn’t there anymore, so I approached writing The Prisoner as I would any other book. The only salient difference is that The Prisoner sold on a one-page synopsis and the first chapters. Thus, I knew exactly what the publishers wanted in terms of plot and voice.

 That’s a lot of published books. Congratulations. How is the Prisoner different from Perfect Circle?

Perfect Circle is an escapist adventure without transcendence. The Prisoner addresses the dilemma of an ever expanding Prison System that threatens to bankrupt this nation. As I write this groups in several countries race to unravel the secrets of mammal hibernation and tests on humans are well on their way. It’s not a question of if, but when the technology will be applied to store inmates.

As I read the book, it sounded all to plausible and even necessary. Scary. Do you have anything in the works?

I’m writing Light Bondage, a near-future thriller already optioned to Random House and I’ve just finished another thriller centered on The Mahdi, the Muslim long awaited eschatological redeemer and his clash with the realities of our society. Mahdi is more literary and it doesn’t contain any SF elements, thus, my agent will seek alternative publishers.

Good luck with that. Who is your favorite character? From The Prisoner, Nikola Masek. He’s a most complex man; a fatalist with little faith in humanity, a professional and a student of human frailty.

Nikola is one of my favorite characters too. If you could have lunch with one writer, who would it be?

Thomas Harris, though I would rather share a light supper of wine and cheese on a deserted beach, with cognac and cigars for dessert.

Sounds good, though I’d pass on the cigar. Where can we find you? At www.carlosjcortes.com and, I hope, in your dreams after you read my work.

Thank you again, Carlos for taking the time to talk to me. Here is where you can find his books

Sometimes life sucks.

I could write a thousand pages about my grandma. She was the most amazing woman you could ever meet and one of the toughest.

She proved the doctors wrong on more than one occasion, making a full recovery from breast cancer, heart surgery and an aneurism. Last June, she contracted double pneumonia and the doctors said there was no chance of recovery. She not only recovered, she could still kick my butt at Wheel of Fortune, any Jumble or crossword puzzle. Oh, and she was learning to play Suduko.

She went back to the hospital earlier this month because she was having trouble breathing. She decided against the life support and on Monday, October 26th, with her entire family around her, she passed away.

I am more than thankful to have had her in my life for as long as I did.

In memory of my beloved Grandmother

Agnes Roberts

11/11/23 – 10/26/09

You will forever be missed.
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This week and next, my blog posts have been and will be prescheduled. I’m in Utah with my family. So please understand if I don’t respond to your comments.

Today, Carlos J Cortes is guest blogging. Here is his thirteen reasons why you should read THE PRISONER.

Here we go: you must read The prisoner:

1.If you’ve ever been scraped by power.
The Prisoner proposes that real power is not at the top of the public pyramid but somewhere in its core, like a cist. We’re naked, helpless, before the often anonymous mighty.

2.If you believe that real people are flawed.
My characters, regardless of status or background are ordinary people, insecure, vulnerable and damaged. Aren’t we all?

3.If you like extreme sports.
Forget about running with the bulls at Pamplona. Imagine sprinting inside a stainless-steel tube, naked, before a barreling “pig”; a robotic cleaning machine the size of a small truck and propelled by stiff wire brushes.

4.If the concept of obsessive love intrigues you.
I’m an incurable romantic and believe in love without caveats or compromise. Yet, to love someone above anything else is a recipe for disaster, unless the other shares the same idealized notion. This seldom happens, as Navokov wrote in his unforgettable ‘Lolita,’ which, by the way, is the only novel I know where the full plot is condensed in the nine words of its opening line. In The Prisoner, I explore the love of one woman for another, beyond good, evil and life itself.

5. If you find eroticism, er… refreshing.
Several editors nominated one chapter in The Prisoner as containing one of the most erotic scenes they had ever read. It’s a simple scene, really, involving an auto-focus TV camera, a faulty air-conditioning system and a bathtub full of scalding water.

6. If you thought bears hibernate.
No. Bears enjoy winter lethargy not hibernation. Hibernation is an inactive sleep-like state some animals, like squirrels, enter into during the winter. Bears only experience small changes in heart rate, metabolic processes and body temperature. On the other hand, a true hibernator’s body temperature may drop to the freezing point and its metabolism slows down almost to zero.

7. If you worry about our prison system.
The current Prison System, with its obscenely revolving doors, is not deterrence anymore for hardened criminals. In addition, the present prison population has grown five-fold in the past fifty years. If the trend continues (and experts concur it will) in another fifty years it will bankrupt the nation. The choices are two: fewer inmates or a cheaper-to-run system. Hibernation is such a system.

8 .If you though that visiting the future is impossible.
In hibernation, mammalian metabolism slows down. If a human system is adequately maintained, ageing can be slowed by four fifths. After one-hundred years in hibernation, the subject would have aged only twenty. That’s the theory anyway.

9. If it would comfort you to know there’s a hero inside each of us.
In The Prisoner, the heroes are idealists, cripples and misfits. In the words of one of the characters, Nikola Masek: “No general could hope for a finer army.”

10. If you side with the underdog.
The Prisoner is the tale of the underdog and the people society abandons. With sheer heroism they will rattle the foundations of the establishment and more, but I can’t tell you the rest as it would spoil your reading pleasure.

11. If you care for our discarded soldiers.
Much can be said about a nation from the way it cares for its redundant warriors. The United States of America doesn’t have a very good record; remember the Vietnam veterans. In The Prisoner I wanted to do something about that.

12. If you like pets.
Then The Prisoner is for you. In its pages you will find wonderful snippets about the habits and behaviour of rats, several species of roaches and other cuddly creatures.

13.If you want to know what happens to your waste after you flush the toilet.
Chances are you live miles away from a treatment plant. From home to its final resting place, the effluence of affluence enters a fantastic journey through a world of tunnels, sewers and galleries in places fifteen levels deep and largely unexplored.

An excerpt from The Prisoner

“Remain calm and follow the instructions.”
Laurel Cole sniffed. Calm? How can anyone about to die remain calm?
The truck’s enclosure had a subtle smell ingrained into its polished steel surfaces and expanded metal grilles—a smell no amount of steam and disinfectant could remove. It was the odor of fear, of sweat tinged with a whiff of feces and vomit.
There was a shudder, a hollow thud, and the hiss of hydraulic bolts locking; the rear of the truck had coupled against the building. Overhead, the speaker continued its monotonous mantra. “Remain calm.”
Laurel blinked. Although it was outside her field of vision, she knew every step to dock the vehicle against the admissions entrance of the prison complex. Shepherd had explained the procedure more than once and with the matter-of-fact tone of firsthand experience.
Do people scream? In retrospect, it had been a foolish question, but Laurel had asked her trainer—the man she knew only as “Shepherd”—anyway. He didn’t know but offered a warning instead: Whoever opens his or her mouth before they’re told to, or departs from instructions in any way, risks another year.
Another year? In for a penny—No. Laurel checked the thought. Once you’re dead, it shouldn’t matter for how long: elastic time, darkness, and nothingness. But it did. How long you were dead was important, and the thought of an extra minute would be enough to drive anyone insane.
Will I dream? Another stupid question. She pushed the tips of her fingers through the wire mesh fronting her cage and narrowed her eyes as a panel behind the truck inched upward, blinding light pouring through the widening gap at its base.
“Stand away from the doors.”
Laurel disentangled her fingers and pressed her back against the side of the cage. It wasn’t a question of stepping back but simply leaning. Her enclosure, two feet wide and eighteen inches deep, didn’t have enough space for a step. Twenty-four enclosures to a truck. Twenty-four new inmates on their way to hell.
A blue-white glare lit the truck’s interior. Tiny stars shone on the wire grille, perhaps a few specks of dust. The light must be UV heavy. We don’t want germs, do we? In the pen across from her own, Laurel peered at a bright orange shape. It was an old man, his shaven head glistening under the glare. Cold sweat. His mouth opened and closed like a goldfish in a bowl. Or, better still, like the face in Munch’s “The Scream.”
A snap, and the door to her enclosure swung open smoothly on its hinges.
“Five-one-five-eight-five-three-one-six, exit your compartment. Remain calm.”
How thoughtful. Ladies first. After standing in the same spot for several hours, the metal floor outside her pen felt cold. No shoes? Nerves had probably triggered her questions, since she already understood the horror, but Shepherd had answered anyway: No. No shoes. What for?
“Walk out of the truck and into the adjoining room.”
Laurel stepped forward, darting a glance back at the pens, each with an orange outline inside—like gaily wrapped mummies, tucked into as many catacomb niches. “Remain calm. Stand inside the circle at the center of the room.”
Behind her, she heard the truck’s rear panel slide back down, its bolts ramming home. No witnesses, nothing to give the other twenty-three prisoners a clue.
“Undress and drop your clothes inside the circle.”
She pulled a T-shirt over her head, tore at the strip holding the trousers around her waist, and stepped out of the cloth as it pooled around her feet. Cold. She maneuvered both feet over the garments. No underwear. No need. Warmth seeped through her soles. Her warmth, soon to wane.
The room, a perfect cube perhaps ten feet by ten feet, was featureless, with white polymer walls, floor, and ceiling. No openings, no anything. It was empty but for a gray circle and a terrified, naked woman standing on orange clothes.

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